LooSE CONtroL

 Some times in life we got the things which we desire most but in a very tragic manner and even at a time when u r not ready and unable to react.This was a story of a girl named Vertika from lucknow. She was doing LAW from lucknow university. It was a daring task to have a relation with a girl whose one of the teaching faculty is your elder brother. I took the risk to see some flying colours.

Everything was going like a normal love story. Long chats, telephonic conversation, oral love making , future plannings and all.It was like "Sazan mera us paar hai ...milne ko dil bekaraar hai " so as with me whenever i got the time i called her even in the mean time from ma clg to hostel journey in lunch time. i had to charge ma cell phone thrice in a day , top up bills sucked ma entire pocket money, it was a min of 6-8 hrs talk in a day , if i devote that much time in ma studies than surely i will get IIM in CAT but some curves in women are more intresting than IIM.

It was ma first date with her in Lucknow ,It was her birthday ,she bunked her classes, I was pretty exited but suddenly all ma dreams were broken down when i saw that she came with her friend PRIYA.Although priya is more hotter than Vertika but still cuteness is something that gives Vertika an upperhand. Some how i managed to talk some private talks in presence of PRIYA. but again a new tragedy arises when she had a call frm her home to b there urgently . We have to leave the restra. It was the first time when i really wanna to abuse her brother..

During our way her frnd met with an accident and she got some scratches on her knee. Like wise any other silly girl she fumbeled and refuse to drive any more so i have to take her home.Now i thought of maself was just like a player who made 90 runs but still unable to make next 10 to complete his century I have to say good bye to ma love VERTIKA for this dramatic girl PRIYA. I feel so sucked on ma date.Still i have some hope to meet her in the evening before ma leaving to mathura.


But today i m more luckier than even i can think. PRIYA's family was out of town she is alone in the house. I done the first aid for her than a coffee round was started with a slow music on system. we talk for a time and suddenly her talks turned emotional.I dont know whats the reason behind this wether her injury or music or least probably me. what can i do better than to console her but who knows that it this consolation was just the starting. I lost ma controls , m helpless and had done something which i want to expect from VERTIKA I realised that some times to open the cap of a milk bottle is more pleasurous than to drink it, First time i felt that my hands can move faster than anything, after the session of 15 min i realized that it was wrong and some how i managed and control ma self to do some big things( u know what big things means when a girl and boy were sitting alone in home). It was the most difficult situation to stop urself doing for what , what u r waiting for past 20 years.  

We both Still i m confused that whatever i had done on that day was right or it was a mistake to b stepped back and after ma strong thinking i finally got the result that do as u think right but tell it to everybody accordingly, tell them what they want to hear.